Hmm

For some reason i feel different. Its as if my life has changed without me even knowing it. Adjusting to being away from all my friends’ warm smiles and piercing laughter has really gotten to me. I feel so ……..disconnected i guess. I remember when the most important thing to me was my alone time, my time to think and live on my own away from everybody but now that i actually have it, though its only been a couple of days, i feel like im incomplete. I really really really really really really really miss my friends, though sometimes they make me want to jump in front of a speeding car, i guess i’ve come to realize that i cant live without them. I know i seldom say this but, i love my friends, theyre my family, “the family i got to choose” as some people would put it but thinking about it now, i didnt choose them, i guess it was kind of fate that we all got together, complimenting each other so perfectly. Man, i’ve got it bad…… for my friends, that sounds so wrong but that wrong feels so right. I miss them D:

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